Letter For Dental Hygiene Student

Why the world would be better off without me:

Ich bin eine Nervensäge. Ich nerve so ziemlich jeden, der mir über den Weg läuft.
Meine Freunde nerve ich mit meinem Gejammere und damit, dass ich meine, alles besser zu wissen. Wenn mich jemand aufmuntern will, jammer ich weiter. Ich ziehe andere mit runter und belaste sie mit meinen Problemen.
Außerdem nerve ich ihm Internet, weil ich mich überall einmische und natürlich, weil ich dort meine deprimierenden Gedanken verbreite.
Ich bin eine Belastung für meine Familie. Ein depressives Kind ist immer eine Belastung, weil man aufpassen muss, was man sagt, weil es schnell verletzt ist. Den geplanten Tagesausflug konnten wir nicht machen. Auch das ist meine Fault because I've told the school psychologist, I think the evening times that I do not want to wake up again. She then urged me to inform my parents and now they have this ball and chain. I
worsen the depression of my father, I make my mother's circumstances and only let my bad mood out on my brother.
Just because I feel bad, everyone else goes bad. _Deshalb_ The world would be better off without me.

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Year's resolutions for the new school year

next week are going on holiday, but after that's over with the rest. I have firmly resolved to do some things differently in high school:



My good intentions:

I will ...

... My new priorities.
... I reported more often (especially in philosophy, physics and music).
... take notes in physics, even if we get back Mr. P., who anschreibt in 3 consecutive hours, the same.
... the homework sometimes at home.
... Vocabulary at home and not in the 5-minute break in front of the test to learn.
... to concentrate on not more analysis on unimportant details.
... get up earlier and make me break my own bread have to do if I do not wish to continue to mainly feed on chocolate rolls.
... me the "yes" unlearn from my answers.
... stop to annoy.
... Put a smile, and answer the question about my being back with "good".
... Averages hide better.
... pretend as if I am, if I get ne good grade.
... stretch out your stomach, if I refuse a piece of cake, so do not come back "? You do not want to be as anorexic"
... make more sports and less snacking - remove> one or two pounds.
... try a bit more to be like the others or
... To accept that I am an outsider and change it never will.

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& Blogs "In Dreisig years "

Yes, I know I neglect my lj pretty. I think the reason is that I now myff.de a diary and just had no nerves on the post everything twice. It would not even have a lot of work xD. Maybe I'll do it in the future. Everything that happened between my last entry here and now, one can read the point where there would anyone be interested in my or my existential Rumgeheule.

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Also, I've found an article by me in 2001:


"In Dreisig years

will Dreisig years in forty years I be old or dead . I will be writer and write many books or are unemployed, and the State are on the bag . I will write funny, romantic, sad, happy, exciting, imaginative, serious, their adjective here children's books, horse books, joke books, books sayings, adult books, thrillers and Kömödien. Does the versatility or megalomania? Probably I will stay in Schalksmühle as today. I am a house with a red-orange roof and a yellow wall live like today and a small blue car have. Maybe I will additionally Medicine . Study So there I was not completely out of my ego-nurse-like-my-mom-and-out phase will. The car is the number-plate MK have JD 1090. I will have two dwarf rabbits as today. Maybe I'll be married and have a daughter , but if not, it's not too bad. I've got my pet rabbit. my parents I would visit often and take care of them. How social I I will spend some time with my daughter and anmeckern not as often. I will allow her more than I can today. It notes the subtle criticism of the education of my parents. Maybe I will also have a son instead of a daughter or both a daughter and a son I think about the me but anyway I will not be too strict. I'm just thinking if we had learned the point is not there or if I simply do not like it. "

I have the written in my diary, but I thought it was just so sweet that I had to post it again. Naivety but what is great.

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So I am now with my parents in the Pats have been but thank God I was allowed to return home after a conversation going * poof *. The school psychologist had made of full panic because I was extremely suicidal and would have to be trained emergency basis. Wow, this Woman upsets me so! Which has only 2 hours talking to me and thinks she knows me so well as elias_destiny and the others.
Well, now I should get "real time" conversation outpatient therapy. Let's see ...
At the briefing was the way
"Va (suspected) depression, compulsive behaviors, insomnia (sleeping)
ADS Exclusion
I have my coach asked if he thinks I might have ADD, because he Courses offered for such children and therefore to have a bit familiar. But he does not think I have it.

Something I find just that my mum only with this compassionate voice speaks to me. I feel as if I were terminally ill.

Oh yes, my parents are way out of the clouds again fallen, when the therapist asked if I hurt myself and I said yes.

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Inpatient therapy? Personality Disorder Test

I do not know if today was the best or the worst day of my life.
I have been with the school psychologist and somehow she and Daria managed to persuade me to think that my mother ask her to come and tell her everything. My Mum was hit on the head. Would have never thought and I had the feeling that she was disappointed by me insane. The psychologist has then said that I really need professional help and the best first-patient therapy, because rankommt very bad in-patient treatment places. And then I'm with my mother went to a doctor, so that can teach me. The call is tomorrow, right in the Child and Adolescent Psychiatry in Iserlohn and then the possibly quite quickly.
I'll no longer get out of the howling. That was just all too much.