I'm just down only ... and I'm just excited I do not know why, but mentally I'm just goes completely worn out and physically it to me even worse to me is just bad. (and I have a headache, but that's always a permanent condition) My German teacher is always asking for something. "From the head or from the stomach?" For me at the moment everything 'ne head thing. but I'd still like to pass me easily. I can not. First, I'm afraid that someone mitkriegt and second, I'm tired of that, and to develop ne eating disorder. My chemistry teacher wanted me to finally persuaded to eat a piece of cake because I was supposedly too thin. She said: "You do not want to be as anorexic?" So 'n nonsense. Before, I was perhaps too thin, now would 'n few pounds harm no less real. I should just stop eating constantly ...
Speaking Chemistry: We have said get the notes (again) and what this woman was thinking, is a mystery to me. Probably nothing at all. Julia had planned to get a 1 in chemistry and I think it would have the deserves real because they can trade and even more reports. Finally, the teacher then said to her, she gets' ne 2, because she managed to beat the test. But Julia always trounces the test, which can hold a better explanation to write down than that. She said the teacher and the beginning of the school year and the thought would be ok, they would fail the test are so strong. Pah! The expanding its score for the entire half of the year on a test. They do not know want another note in her book. Julia is now getting a 3 - with "three closed his eyes" ... I get 'ne 1, while I get the mouth but not on. The notes could you better change. Would probably not notice anyway, which knows not even our names ... Katrina was 'ne 2 and has' got ne third It has fully excited because Daria also 'ne 3 and get it believes so, they would have brought much more than Daria. Wow, the k * supported me in so if you always talk about music. In physics and Franze the same. Katrina thinks she may have in physics' ne deserves better grade than me, yet we have the same grade in the test and as little (ie nothing) said. Franze and they would ask if they can not get more 'ne 1, because she has not written ones finally 2. She said to me. "Questions costs nothing I will only know if this is possible, so that I can still work hard times. "Jap, when they are in the 2 hours Franze, we have yet to Thursday, strains, it is certainly a worthy first raises the fact that Nichtssagerei all other hours of the entire half-year to -? what I think the really
in physics, 'ne third so I am not satisfied, but I did not stop more deserves the 3 + in Franze is also well below my level. but if I'm too stupid to myself to set times for learning, that's probably my own fault!
Also, my Schn * tt on the wrist today itched evil and I was scratching ever tried it. Julia has kept me from if it's has seen. I was standing at the bus again so that, Katrin asked me but in all seriousness: "Do you look at the injury actually own?" No, I always cozy at night with my pocket knife, as can happen before, that one by mistake Sect ** d * t! I want to make today the day something broke. Therefore, I have my English reading thrown against the wall. The look now ... Well, it does not matter.
Did yesterday evening / night or chatted with Julia. They told me about the class party. Our class teacher was full and danced as the first full funny and the songs mitgegrölt ^ ^ ", Benny wanted to drink his own K * tz * and by 12 any case were only 8 people awake. So that's I have not missed much ... Then we
have spoken about their internet acquaintances, Benjamin,. Has end-stage lung cancer. The doctors give him even more from 2 to 2.5 months. Full sch ** ß *, I did not at all what to say. The only thing I thought was, "Oh, God." Still, he pushed it and did not want to talk about it, but I'm worried that he pulls down with Julia, when he was in the 4th Phase, the depression comes. Julia told me then also the whole story with the divorce of their parents and we have talked about the evil in people. She plays her role really well. I did not think that that happiness sometimes A mask is ...
Well before I was just still a little bit with her crying out of my stupidity, because I have fallen into the trap and Micha him again wrote ...
lG, jiu