Do Thailand Use Iban?

hmmm...

oh man ... iwie I feel rather humble ... my parents are so stupid and not get me iwie ... I do not know how to go to all this one probably because of the Action. later because of a training ... I just do not know if I fuck with my foot a trainee can do what would be fun ... and if I by the medis at all in vocational schools without being forced to create each time forcing myself to stay awake iwie ... pisses me off here so it all so much, it's real. why can not I have two healthy legs because like many others? why is it necessary for me of all people have that? why are / I am punished with so many things? but everything is so unfair! pflegeltern why do I have so stupid? allow me almost anything and for that I am only a cheap labor force, almost? iwas once you no longer can do so you're still the same lazy, etc. I hold it all here -.- iwie hardly do ... would have already determined a committed sui, if not as my treasure would be. but I love him very much to go around already. No I will not commit sui! I will endure it all here iwie. until I finally am with my darling! this is my only ray of hope in this chaos here. a chaos of contending, misunderstanding, bad mood, banned, etc etc. this chaos makes me so ready. then got all of my past ... let me fall so often the blade ... she wanted to feel my skin ... as she left then deeper wounds ... wanted to see the blood flowing .. these red tears ... and sometimes I miss the iwie even a little ... would like to again feel the pain ... this pain brings relief to me ...
is my life so crappy ... was shit ... since I was born ... since ran / runs iwie everything wrong ... must give up all my dreams ... must bury this ... because they never come true anyway ... because they were always so far away ... oh man ... I am full of shit ... so lazy, selfish ... just think only of myself and never to others ... "People like me deserve no lucky" oh yes, how right docj this is set ... I'm not lucky deserves ... because I'm so shitty ... to me is nothing lovable ... 'm only equipped with weakness, and this well enough ... strengthen but I have no ... and others when I ask if I / strong for what I have, which falls hardly what one ... am as a piece of shit ... do anything wrong ... can not ... good for nothing ... not entitled to be happy ... why because I was born at all? eh am always out of place ...